Motivation....or lack there of.

Here I sit, 11:30 pm, quiet house. Husband and child are asleep, the child in my womb kicking up a storm and I am feeling content. In a few short months I will be home on maternity leave for an entire year. I cannot wait, I feel my life being sucked out of me in my menial desk job.

I have this deep burning desire to write, yes Historical Romance Novels. Scoff if you must, but I love them. They are a wonderful means of escape and for a lot of women, something to believe in. What is better in this world than love? Weather it is love for a spouse, or the all encompassing love for a child. Which in my experience is the most terrifying gratifying feeling I have ever had. I literally love my child more than anything.

Well I should get some sleep and feed the monkey in my belly. I am trying to write here as much as possible....................


xoxo
K